I spent 3 days in Manarola, one of the villages of the
famous Cinque Terre in Italy, which thankfully happened to be the least
touristy too. Some of the coastal
trailers were closed due to landslides, but the back trails gave stunning views
and were pretty rarely traveled. All 5
towns are linked by railways, so most people opted for those instead of the
hikes, which is their loss. The region
reminded me of some of the best places I’ve been to on this trip: the water was
as blue as it was in Fiji; the cliffs as crazy as New Zealand; the small in-between
towns felt one part Italian and one part Nepali village; and the food was
slammin (and somehow cheaper than in Florence or Rome, for the most part).
I couldn't remember the towns' names when I was there, so who knows what town this is.
I think this is Manarola
View from the top of a nearby "mountain." Should be able to see 4/5 towns in this picture, and the 5th didn't make it in the picture, but is still visible from the mount.
I guess this is Manarola too
After my 3 night
stay, I spent about 8 hours to get to Bolzano/Bozen, Itatly, a large German
speaking town in Northen Italy (the region of South Tyrol). Bolzano is the Italian name, Bozen is the
German. After WWI, the Austro-Hungarian
Empire (you wouldn’t think by going to Hungary that it was ever a world power,
no offense) ceded the region to the Italians, who then tried to kill off the
German influence after the fascists moved in.
Now it’s a cute, culturally unique town just west of the Dolomites.
Bolzano is pretty
cool too. It’s pretty much the only city
in Italy where döner kebabs and bratwurst are readily available and where
beer is actually good and cheap. I went
on an all day hike with a mid-30’s American Army guy posted at some town in
Italy. Like Cinque Terre, the views were
amazing and so was the weather, which made it hard to not like Italy.
The Dolomites.
The Dolomites
Llllllllama
While making
dinner later that night, I got more frustrated than I had in the last 4 months –
nothing was working the way it should, food was spilling everywhere, it was
hot, the internet sucked, etc. I felt
like I was going crazy. Once I settled
down (aka, ate), it felt like the energy was sucked out of me. The next day, I literally just sat inside
watching Sportcenter top 10’s and playing Mega Miner on
addictinggames.com. I felt like a loser,
but I hadn’t just done nothing in a very long time. But at the end of the day, I was more tired
and felt worse than I did the day before.
I made it to Innsbruck today and still just felt like crap,
not physically, but just a feeling of ugh.
I would say that I’ve been “ready” to go home for over a month now –
glad to be here, but going home wouldn’t be bad either. Today was the first day I wish I was home –
if I could’ve moved up my flight home, I might have. It was the first time I saw my next and last 4 weeks as something to "get through" instead of joyfully anticipated.
I’m a bit burnt out, and I think part of it is the fact that I haven’t taken a real Sabbath day in a while. I haven’t really thought about it until today – I don’t even know what it would look like. I guess it would consist of renting a bike, going to coffee shops all day, not planning the next city or next week’s hostels, and watching a few eps of Fresh Prince of Bel Air. Just like trying to observe the Sabbath at home, it's something that is counter-intuitively hard to do. And I'm sure part of it is that I'm tired of traveling, Sabbath or not.
I guess the next step is not to "find time" for a Sabbath day, but to make time and trust God in that. And not with the expectation of fixing my bad attitude, but with the intention of obeying God and the expectation that that's all that matters. Also, God did bigger things than changing an attitude in the seconds it took me to write this sentence, but I'd rather see Him and learn of Him in the next 4 weeks than be happy the whole time.
llama.
We'll be happy to get you home.
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